Actually, I wanna blog about lunch. The delicious meal that we had at Shanghai Place. But now, I'm not going to bother anymore. Cos I wanna screaM bloody MURDER. Seriously, I wanna start a fbk club call I should have died 10years ago; one doesn't need to have 9lives; extinguish one is good enough. I wish I was an Ah-lian; at least I've an excuse for rebelling/running away from my family. They claim that they don't even care if I decide to end my life. But what if I've decided to just spend a night at Sentosa? They will scream and yell when I reach home. Can't I even have a little privacy? The home atmosphere is so stifling; I might follow a friend's style-- stay outside until 10pm. He had a legimitate reason; he have 3nices& nephew at home= not a convenient place to study. I don't. Or do I? I have Parent's at home. Parents who don't want me. They can't wait till the day I'm Outta this house for good. Don't worry folks, I won't even visit u when u beg me for it. Better yet; I'm going for GRaduatioN w/o you. Ain't it a joke? You guys pay for my educatN; and yet u can't even witness it. That's call Peotic JusticE!
Why am I still hanging around then? Is not that I treasure life; just that I had a Death Wish. I'm not going to bother about living, who cares if I'm alive or dead? As my mom say; she won't take care of me when I study in Australia in the future. But when my bro is having exams; she will. Who wants your concern anyway? You just nag and nag = no mood to study. I won't let my moods affect my grades; DarN it! And 2day is the dunno how many times you wanna throw me out of this house......Be my guest! On the condition that u give me enuff $$ to rent a room. I've less of a headache than . And get this. She won't even shed a tear if I ever commit suicide. Who careS? that's Ironic really when they mention things like don't hurt urself, tell us when u have problems. The problems is they themselves really.
And my dad he's even more vicious can? He had it 2day, and told me in no uncertain terms that he don't mind going to jail if I end up in hospital. I leave you guys to interpret the meaning. This house is getting less and less safe for me to leave in. I fear for my sanity and safety. Now I know why some people snap at their parents. I might need to make drastic changes if I don't get to go Australia in 2010. Oh why can't I have that flat last year when there was a chance? Now I need to go through this shit. I know I'm not perfect; smart; and the list go on and on.......Surface to say is Don't Regret if Anything happen! Cos I will not Miss you for one single minute. Wonder how many people will be affected if I'm gone? Frankly I don't care cos everyone's Indispensible.
Que sara sara. Whatever will be will be.

11:05 PM | back to top

Actually, I wanna blog about lunch. The delicious meal that we had at Shanghai Place. But now, I'm not going to bother anymore. Cos I wanna screaM bloody MURDER. Seriously, I wanna start a fbk club call I should have died 10years ago; one doesn't need to have 9lives; extinguish one is good enough. I wish I was an Ah-lian; at least I've an excuse for rebelling/running away from my family. They claim that they don't even care if I decide to end my life. But what if I've decided to just spend a night at Sentosa? They will scream and yell when I reach home. Can't I even have a little privacy? The home atmosphere is so stifling; I might follow a friend's style-- stay outside until 10pm. He had a legimitate reason; he have 3nices& nephew at home= not a convenient place to study. I don't. Or do I? I have Parent's at home. Parents who don't want me. They can't wait till the day I'm Outta this house for good. Don't worry folks, I won't even visit u when u beg me for it. Better yet; I'm going for GRaduatioN w/o you. Ain't it a joke? You guys pay for my educatN; and yet u can't even witness it. That's call Peotic JusticE!
Why am I still hanging around then? Is not that I treasure life; just that I had a Death Wish. I'm not going to bother about living, who cares if I'm alive or dead? As my mom say; she won't take care of me when I study in Australia in the future. But when my bro is having exams; she will. Who wants your concern anyway? You just nag and nag = no mood to study. I won't let my moods affect my grades; DarN it! And 2day is the dunno how many times you wanna throw me out of this house......Be my guest! On the condition that u give me enuff $$ to rent a room. I've less of a headache than . And get this. She won't even shed a tear if I ever commit suicide. Who careS? that's Ironic really when they mention things like don't hurt urself, tell us when u have problems. The problems is they themselves really.
And my dad he's even more vicious can? He had it 2day, and told me in no uncertain terms that he don't mind going to jail if I end up in hospital. I leave you guys to interpret the meaning. This house is getting less and less safe for me to leave in. I fear for my sanity and safety. Now I know why some people snap at their parents. I might need to make drastic changes if I don't get to go Australia in 2010. Oh why can't I have that flat last year when there was a chance? Now I need to go through this shit. I know I'm not perfect; smart; and the list go on and on.......Surface to say is Don't Regret if Anything happen! Cos I will not Miss you for one single minute. Wonder how many people will be affected if I'm gone? Frankly I don't care cos everyone's Indispensible.
Que sara sara. Whatever will be will be.

11:05 PM | back to top