ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............................
I can't screaM PhysicallY, but this should be gd enuff, though seriouslY mayphap a Penknife will do the tricK. Hadn't reallY trieD it though, but at the ratE things are going now, one is essentiaL. I've no qualmS using it, only question is where??! Another comfort fooD that I will be gunning for is ICe-ScreaM. Of the most expensivE branD, say GodivA? And thus the insulin leveL will skyrockeT and urs trulY will be in remissN.
PardoN my rumblings, but am reallY cheeseD off!! By the mother, who elsE. Early in the morning, she complained about me alreadY. For reading the newspaper while she's preparing to go to worK, WTF!! I can't argue with her that reading newspaper is essentiaL to my grades.[ Am trying to get a HD for e JournalisM course] If I argue with her, I can forget about completinG my coursE. Therefore, BlK 112 is looking more tempting every daY... In the house that I'm living now, everyday is felt with tension. I feel suffocateD, Blocked, and trapeD..that's no way I can cont'd to live with them. HelL, even my bro wanna go out when he hearD that I'm staying at homE 2day!! And, quoting my mother " If others ask me how manY children I have, will tell them that I only have one. Cos the other one is uselesS." She even stopped me from talking to her....about my studieS, about other things, is no big deaL. So what if she's not interesteD in my life? My bro is her fav, they can hold a decenT conversatN. I do not need speciaL attention, I just want to have a heart to heart talK with my mom. If that can't even be achieve, nothing is possiblE. Anyway, I will not be faze by their criticism and comments, to each his own. U think a lawyerS letter will scare me? Just cos I'm not tidY, don't do the household chores properlY[ correctN, Ive alreadY tried my best, just that u're too much of a perfectionisT], give u an attitudE[that's what u feel.]
Really, u should be thankfuL that I don't cursE, Swear, Smoke and Drink, Heck, I don't eveN talk back and make things ugly for u like Aunty Iris daughter. I just take things as it is, and when I'm trying to complete ur task, u say that I'm showing my tempeR. Why can't u see me for who I am? Sure I might not be a perfectionisT, a sainT, but at least I don't talk back. I use the non-confrontational approach.
Things I learnt from this incident: Keep away from the mother until she goes out. Do not talk unlesS it's necessarY cos anything can trigger her emotions. And lastly, cont'd to have that don't care attitudE[pretenD not to know anything]. Seriously, from my calculatN, I'm only in contact with my mom about 18% per wk.[Not including sleeping time] and we can't even live harmoniouslY. Am really physicallY and mentallY tireD from all this NonsensE..... I wish that my mom didn't want me when I was borN. She have an excusE not to have me, but she still bring me up. Now, I garantee u my readerS, that she'd claP her hands and dancE over my grave if I go be4 her. But I don't reallY care. I HATE this house, I HATE this place, I HATE the peoplE around me. Just wanna go and have a NicE, LONG, SLEEP.

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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............................
I can't screaM PhysicallY, but this should be gd enuff, though seriouslY mayphap a Penknife will do the tricK. Hadn't reallY trieD it though, but at the ratE things are going now, one is essentiaL. I've no qualmS using it, only question is where??! Another comfort fooD that I will be gunning for is ICe-ScreaM. Of the most expensivE branD, say GodivA? And thus the insulin leveL will skyrockeT and urs trulY will be in remissN.
PardoN my rumblings, but am reallY cheeseD off!! By the mother, who elsE. Early in the morning, she complained about me alreadY. For reading the newspaper while she's preparing to go to worK, WTF!! I can't argue with her that reading newspaper is essentiaL to my grades.[ Am trying to get a HD for e JournalisM course] If I argue with her, I can forget about completinG my coursE. Therefore, BlK 112 is looking more tempting every daY... In the house that I'm living now, everyday is felt with tension. I feel suffocateD, Blocked, and trapeD..that's no way I can cont'd to live with them. HelL, even my bro wanna go out when he hearD that I'm staying at homE 2day!! And, quoting my mother " If others ask me how manY children I have, will tell them that I only have one. Cos the other one is uselesS." She even stopped me from talking to her....about my studieS, about other things, is no big deaL. So what if she's not interesteD in my life? My bro is her fav, they can hold a decenT conversatN. I do not need speciaL attention, I just want to have a heart to heart talK with my mom. If that can't even be achieve, nothing is possiblE. Anyway, I will not be faze by their criticism and comments, to each his own. U think a lawyerS letter will scare me? Just cos I'm not tidY, don't do the household chores properlY[ correctN, Ive alreadY tried my best, just that u're too much of a perfectionisT], give u an attitudE[that's what u feel.]
Really, u should be thankfuL that I don't cursE, Swear, Smoke and Drink, Heck, I don't eveN talk back and make things ugly for u like Aunty Iris daughter. I just take things as it is, and when I'm trying to complete ur task, u say that I'm showing my tempeR. Why can't u see me for who I am? Sure I might not be a perfectionisT, a sainT, but at least I don't talk back. I use the non-confrontational approach.
Things I learnt from this incident: Keep away from the mother until she goes out. Do not talk unlesS it's necessarY cos anything can trigger her emotions. And lastly, cont'd to have that don't care attitudE[pretenD not to know anything]. Seriously, from my calculatN, I'm only in contact with my mom about 18% per wk.[Not including sleeping time] and we can't even live harmoniouslY. Am really physicallY and mentallY tireD from all this NonsensE..... I wish that my mom didn't want me when I was borN. She have an excusE not to have me, but she still bring me up. Now, I garantee u my readerS, that she'd claP her hands and dancE over my grave if I go be4 her. But I don't reallY care. I HATE this house, I HATE this place, I HATE the peoplE around me. Just wanna go and have a NicE, LONG, SLEEP.

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